January 29, 2003

Canolini

tonight I made for dinner this canolini thing, but I couldn't find canolinni so I used large shells instead.. it was still really yummy, It was this cheese with zucchini and mushroom and carrot stuffed into the shell.. it was good, pretty nothing day today.. so nothing much to write..so I will leave it at that. hmmm maybe tomorrow night.

anyway.. music listened to today
Cure wild mood swings

see, I told you a nothing day
moral of the day
what is the sound of nothing happening nowhere, with no one to hear?

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This ones for You

Ok.. on my friend Jacks blog there has bean a fair amount of discussion about erotic poetry.. so I have bean thinking about that more then I maybe should lately so heres one for ya.

Visions of flowered panties
a delacate bouquet
Sights not meant for me
yet I see them every day.

Fruit on a tree
wanting to be plucked
yet if I should grab them
Eve and I will be...

banashed from eden
alone on this plight
so all I dare do is dream them
each and every night

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January 28, 2003

try to top myself

I have to try to top myself tonight.. I had such a good entry this morning. I woke up with that poem in my head.. I know I had edited it in the night.. I woke up at 5 and was working on it in my head.. made some revisions, and now that is what came out. Anyway.. what to write about tonight..

what to write about
an ode to trout.
a fish with big teeth

no....

how about sea turtles.

There once was a turtle from Burma
who scuffled off in a thermus.

ok.. you try to rhyme with Burma..

I really want to write something.. but I am stuck on fish...

I wonder why I am stuck on fish.. must be a self conscious thing going on.
Fish fish the magical dish
the more you eat the more you wish
man am I sucking this stuff tonight.

the frozen ground now littered with snow
a sand storm of ice blowing around
oh.. I had better call it quits.. sorry this is such a lonely page

hmm...

the lonely page sits in front of me
waiting for words
scratchings designs but nothing very real.
we fool ourselves into thinking
that these words have form
but they are mearly etchings on woodpulp.
I believe they convey somthing to you the reader.
and they do.. but not what they convey to me the writer.
do you see the same that I see here.
I doubt it..

anyway.. just a thought.
if what I write is really real
then are you really reading it.

Music listened to today.
Janes Addiction Nothing Shocking ( a graet album..
Moby 18

Moral of the day: Reality is only something you can take with you while you are awake.

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Tear

A Gentle Drop runs over silk
Fleaing a lonely eye
Why such a tear should leave such a lovely pool
I don't know just why.

Perhaps it knows what lies beyond
something I shall not see
a Chisled neck a subtle breast
things not meant for me.

So Alas I mearly dream
of Sad and lonely eye
And gaze in awe at beauty
and ask myself oh why.

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January 27, 2003

Vampire Kiss

I just watched the movie VAmpire Kiss.. with Nicolas Cage.. it was really different.. I am not sure if I liked it.. but the premise was really cute. basicallay this guy hooks up with this woman who bites him in the neck.. slowly he begins to believe he is a vampire.. I know.. kind of strange.. could have bean really funny, but wasn't. Anyway.. I had this thought about something to write earlier.. but I don't remember what it was.. I had a pretty strange day today..it was my first day back in the office after being gone for a week.. it is nice to be back writing again, but I found out that I have a show tomorrow.. yikes much work to do.. no time to do it.. but after a brief scramble.. I did manage to throw all the nesecarry things together and I think I am in good shape for the show. I don't have much more to add to this tonight.. sorry for the lack luster writing tonight.. I was on such a streak the other night.. I must write something creative..hmmmm.

Jelly beans rolling off my tongue
blue ones red ones all into a spoon
why can't I drink them up
said the little boy

because they are full of saliva
said the mother
I have bean sucking on them for a half hour
you do not want to eat them

oh yes I do said the boy
I love jelly beans.
especially when they are warm
and covered with spit.
then and only then
does the sugar start to crystalize on the outside
and the colors stain your teeth so much better.

ok.. I wrote somthing to make you think about reality.
something to make you wonder just what it is you are reading
something to make you wonder
just what have I bean smoking..

and the answere to all of the questions is nothing, or is it? hmmmmmm

music listened to
Red Hot chili Peppers Blood sugar Sex Magic

Moral of the day: be careful when you return to work.. you might have more to do then you think, or blue jellybeans are best after sucking on them for a while..

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January 26, 2003

long underwear dance.

I was wearing long underwear because it was so cold today..and I found that I was doing the long underwear dance.. I think women know what I am talking about because I belive they get the same expierence wearing pantyhose and tights.. I know when I used to wear tights I found myself doing the long underwear dance....

It is just a jump to the left...
then a step to the riiiiiight
you put your hands on your hips..
and bring your knees in tight.
you do the pelvic thrust..

oh.. wait.. thats the time warp..hmmm...very similar..

basically...
you do this big funny stepping thing trying to bring the crotch of the undearware up further.. it tends to want to work its way to your knees.. then you end up trying to very coolly..put your hands in your pockets and pull up your undies.. like no one notices these things.. that never works.. the only thing that works is going to the bathroom and pulling your pants down and hoisting the waist of your long underware up to your armpits.. then you put your pants back on.. sinch up your belt and try to be cool.. which never works either because how can you be cool with your underware at your armpits..

passing thoughts for the day..

moral of the day: when hiking up long underware.. remember the waist should no go over your head.

songs listened to today.
creatures Anima animus..Pink Floyd Pulse..roger waters.. the new live one.. I can't remember the name.. ok.. shoot me for that.....I listened to it anyway.now, someone is snowblowing their driveway... its 11 at night.. hmmm and there isn't that much snow.. hmmmm...

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burgerking guy

I was e-mailed this website..

Burgerking guy

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prelude to song

your hot breath burns uppon my skin
a Prelude to a song
lite chills like bells all my insides ring
a melody of song

When last we met my heart did yearn
this prelude to a song
my dreams were true your breath does burn
this melody of song

tomorrows thoughts reflect on this
a prelude to a song
the dance we shared the way we kiss
was melody of song


dirty Hiku
spring rain
gently caresses april grass
mud puddle

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January 25, 2003

Grave of the Fireflys

Tonight I saw the movie Grave of the Fireflys.. it was really good, but really sad, it is about these 2 kids in Japan during WW2, they are orphaned and end up living in an abondened bomb shelter.. it is their struggle.. It is really sad.. I cried. I'm still pretty tired from my trip back yesterday which was uneventful. so I am going to go to bed..

Music listened to today.
Underworld.. Everything Everything
Creatures.. Anima Animus.

Moral of the day (well, I stole this off my fortune cookie tonight.. and I kind of disagree with it)
Being remembered has a high cost.

I think that to be remembered you have to be a good person and have an impact on your friends and families lives.. then you will be remembered and there isn't a high cost with that.

anyway.. I'm heading off to bed now.

good night

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January 22, 2003

last night in florence

It is my last night in florence.. I have had a good trip.. I ended up staying one day later then I had planned, there was a strike with 2 airlines air italia, air france.. and I heard Lufthansa.. aparently they didn't like working 14 hour days..I did manage to get out and see the statue of David and I climbed to the top of the ElDomo..it is a large cathedrial here in Florence.. The climb was alot of fun, you went up this super windy staircase in the walls of the cathedral.. most of the stairs are a circular stair case and you get a little dizzy, then at the end there is a part where you climb almost straight up. I think it is about 20 stories high.. but I am only guessing.. at one point you are inside the cathedrial right next to the domed ceiling and you are just a few feet from the fresco painted on it. Which is amazing because when you are on the ground you are so impressed with it, then when you are there it suddenly becomes a bit abstract because of the size of it all.. once at the top you step outside for an incredible view of florence. well worth the 4 euros to go up, I had the added bonus of following a group of Japanese college women up, they giggled the whole way up, they were carrying tons of stuff, they looked a little like Shirpas going up.. and they kept dropping off.. you would be climbing then suddenly passing a couple of women who had to catch their breath. Anyway.. I should get going, I have to get up shortly to catch my plane home. yippie another 18 hour day of travel. anyway sounds like this whole thing may happen again soon in Frankfurt..we'll see

Moral to the day.
When climbing the El Domo in Florence Italy, You are not a pack mule, you are not a shirpa.. climb and breath and watch your heart.

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January 20, 2003

Florence Italy

I just had to make a post while I'm here in Italy. The weather is here... I am beautiful..NO, it is a good trip, even though it is a work trip.. I didn't really get to spend much time today I ended up losing most of the day with the AV company dilly dallying around getting set up.. they told me they would be ready for me at 11 this morning.. got there at 11 and they said they were runnning late be back at 1, we went back at 1 they said try 2.. went back at 2, then they were ready for us to start getting ready, but they dind't finish setting up until 7 this evening..pretty much lost the day.. MOst all the stuff is closed on Sundays and MOndays so Tomorrow morning is my bid day for seeing.. I want to go and see the Statue of David. I did see some cool statues today, I was amazed at the detail on a piece of marbel with a hammer and chisel. Hands with Veigns..tendons stuff like that.. pretty cool. Anyway.. I am having a good time.. missing my friends.. I want to come back sometime on vacation.. don't know when, was here in Italy 2 months ago. Sounds like they may be doing this meeting again soon in Frankfurt Germany.. so next stop...hmmmmm...

MOral of the day.
When in Rome..Eat lots of pasta.

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January 16, 2003

Dangerous Lives of Alter boys

I don't know why the Movie Dangerous Lives of Alter boys wasn't in the theater longer then it was. it was a great movie.. I highly highly reccomend it to every one out there.. It really reminded me of being 13 or 14..I would go as far as to say it is the best comming of age guy film since and maybe even better then.. I thought so, but I am sure many of you would disagree.. Stand By Me. It just really touched me.. and that Keirin Culkin kid is awsome.. and Jodi Foster is really good.. the whole cast is great. Anyway.. I'm kind of tired tonight.. but wanted to write something.. I'm heading to Italy the day after tomorrow.. Yikes.. its comming fast.. dont' know how much I'll write the next couple of days.. sorry no poetry yet.. got to get the mind free.. Love the stuff you've bean writing Jack.. http://www.moonpost.com/jack.

Jeremy, awsome movies.. you put me to shame.. http://www.moonpost.com/jeremy.

anyway.. Music listened to today.. what did I listen to today.. I dind't even get a chance to listen.. I did go to customs though and fill out some forms so I could take equipment to Europe and back.. I also made a DVD and I was super busy and now it is late and I want to go to bed.

HOpe you all have a great night of sleep.

MOral of the day.. if at first you don't succeed give somebody some money and make them do it for you..

the basement is fixed.. they came today and put teh wall back together.. time to pour water on the floor and dance.

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January 15, 2003

no title

I just read that my friend jeremy lost a friend.. I feel bad.. he is a great person, and there are no words to share to change things.. I just want everyone one think about that when you are walking down the street and you see someone, think what the world would be like with out them.. because one day it will be with out them.. one day it will be with out you and with out me..what will the world be with out me.. a thought I don't know if any of us can truely grasp.. it will still be the same, people will still be the same.. there is a huge amount of sameness that happens in the world I beleive. We look back to the 1900's or earlier, the 1700's and think how strange life must have bean like.. but you know, I think people were basically the same, I think they looked at the time they were living in thinking it was the best time to be alive.. it was a time of huge change... I dont' think they pondered life with out themselves very much, they thought about life with out others, but not with out themselves...

just a thought to think about .. what will the world be like when you are no longer here.

on a lighter note, the carpenter came today.. I know what you are asking with his right hand or with a real woman....and tore apart my wall, took 2 hours.. then the plumber came and fixed the pipe also 2 hours, I think he spent 1 hour of that on his cell phone, but he did get it fixed and there is no more water running into my basement.

anyway.. music listened to..
Me... I dind't listen to much, I was sitting home with the plumber and then getting ready to go to Italy, then home again..

Moral to the day
when eating crackers...leave some for the mice.. that way you can find them to eat them later.

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January 13, 2003

more water

well, not more from the other day, just more water dealings.. they came to look at what they have to do to get to the pipe, it isn't pretty, they are going to start by taking apart the wall behind the sink.. well, below the sink, and hope that that is where the leak is.. if so, then they will fix it there, otherwise they have to take apart the wall in the basement and fix the pipe there, they think it is most likely upstairs.. but can't see the pipe so it is only a guess. I hope that is where they find it.. meanwhile my carpet is drying slowly. I did come home to a kind of sour smell, I thought it was mold.. then I recognized it.. it was milk.. Milk poured down the drain only to end up on the floor.. it is all cleaned up now.. but it was kind of stinky. what a relief though.. I was thinking that I was going to have to replace carpet.. yuck.. I think it will all come together soon.. they think they are going to be able to do the work on the floor on Wed. I hope they are right since I leave for Italy on Saturday and I would like to have the basement all working before I go.

ANyway, I should get up to bed pretty soon..

MOral to the day.. when a drain is leaking, don't pour milk down it.

Music listened to..Red Hot Chili Peppers Blood Sugar Sex Magid, and 21st Century TEchno POp

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January 12, 2003

SUnday Night or how I got into college

How did I get into college.. I do not know.
his house is in the village though
no, I worked around the house today and then I went to my parents for diner
then I went to My friends birthday party, it was at old chicago pizza.. pretty fun.
Then came home, now I'm gonna go to bed.tomorrow is going to be an interesting day.. my house is crying again.. this time the sink is leaking, another wet basement and another show.. this time I think I'm gonna have to get both a carpenter and a plumber, The carpenter to take apart the wall and the Plumber to fix the pipe... ooh boy, I'm so excited, and next week I go to Florence. Lucky me. Anyway, not much creative here just now, just another log of my day.. I have to write something more interesting to keep people comming back..

Music listened to. Lots of 80's music.. VH1 was on while I was working, they were doing all the 80's or some such thing, then at the birthday party they were only playing 80's music.

MOral to the day,
When taking apart a gas fireplace, shut off the gas..

I'll leave that one to your imagination.. I'm sure you will run away with it.

and today assignment class name 2 fruits that have seads on the inside..

Posted by bilzabub at 11:28 PM | Comments (1)

Pumpkin

tonight we watched Pumpkin with Christina Ricci. It was a strange movie, didn't quite know what it wanted to be. One moment it was a black commedy, next moment it was a campy college movie, next moment it was a touching story about alienation.. then it all started whirling around the blender again. Also, put PH up in the fish tank..now it looks like a snowglobe with fish....Also, house sprung another leak.. I swear I'm gonna have to house break this place.. the drain pipe from the kitchen sink leaks.. this one I can't fix.. so Monday I'll call the plumber.. tomorrow I get to take apart the walls..lucky me..

music listened to.
Jesus and Mary Chain Honey's dead
Blondie Remixed
Sisters of Mercy a slight case of overbombing..
watched Princess Bride.

MOral to the day...
Use only as directed..

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January 11, 2003

tired

I'm tired tonight..

What is tired
they ask
tired is the absolute lack of being awake..
that is tired..
then what is dog tired master
That is the absolute lack of being awake with bad breath.
Then what is dead tired.
that is the absolute lack of being awake and the absolute lack of breathing.

so with those thoughts I will be going
Music listened to today.
Love and Rockest Love and Rockets CD
Sisters of Mercy A Slight case of overbombing

MOral to the day.
if at first you don't succeed, got pay someone else to fail in your place.

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January 09, 2003

once again what to write

I havn't written in a couple of nights since my massive 2 entry evening, I just thought I had written so much stuff that I had to start another entry for my story about the Littlest Dicktator. or also known as the Penis Potato. Anyway, I have to try to figure out something to write, I am not feeling all that creative tonight, I had a long day at work, it wasn't supposed to be, I just kept getting called in for one more small crises.. nothing major, just stuff that had to get done that dind't get done and I was there to do it. Helping out with little projects. Anyway. didn't get home until 7:30.
I think that I shall never see a poem lovely as a bee.
For fluttering about can be hard to see
but when you add it all up its simply good to be
alive and well sucking from flowers vitiman C
and going to class and getting better grades then B
You run to the ocean and gaze at the Sea
and kick your friends for writing just like me.

I don't know why I wrote that but I did so I will call that creative..
I don't quite know what else to call it.

I feel like Andy Warhol at the end of his life,
anything I write must be art and it must be good because people want to buy it.

so there I am selling you a pile of it..
on sale now
Sunday Sunday Sunday..
Starving Artist sale at the Holiday Inn in Eagan
Hundreds of original works
Theres Dogs Playing Poker
Clown Crying
Bull Fighter
and who can forget
Elvis in Cape.

Music Listened to today Moby 18, MPR discussion on Opera.. I wanted to call and ask how they think they can get a much younger audience with tickets ranging from $150-250 per ticket, and such a limited season. Not that I don't think good entertainment is worth that kind of cost, its just you don't know the entertainment, maybe this production has a cast that is way too young and crappy voices..who knows.. I know, Jack you really want me to go, I know I would love it.. just the cost turns me off, heck I won't pay $200 per ticket if I can't hold up my hands in the I Love You sign and hold a lighter up in the air during an Aria.

MOral to the day, I haven't written one of these in a while.
When your friends bring over candy because they want to get rid of it.. it might not be the best..ouch, my sweet tooth..

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January 06, 2003

The LIttlest Dicktator

Yes, I spelled it that way on purpose.. maybe I spelled it right maybe I didn't.

There once was a little boy named little Boy Roy
he was a good boy with hippy parents and a stuffed bear named Stan
now Stan and Roy had this magical connection, they could talk
now most people thought that it was odd that Roy, being as old as he was,
would talk to his stuffed bear named Stan,
But Roy dind't know that they could not hear.
nor did he care for his parents thought he should be free to be himself.

Now Roy had to have bean about 9 when the words his bear said started to change.
Stan started telling Roy to do things.. strange and scary things.
first it was small and seemed harmless, " take this rock and throw it at that light
The light isn't that far away, I bet you can't hit it"
Now Roy was a good arm and he threw that rock as hard as he could and
Crash, a perfect hit."

Roy felt bad about breaking the light, so he ran home to tell his parents
his parents said
"Roy, it isn't that bad, the neighbors have hated that light since the city put it in.
You are doing them a favor they will sleep well tonight."

Roy was confused, about what was wrong and right
so later that night he asked his bear.

Stan said roy, I have another plan, to find out just what is wrong and right
lets try something more wrong.

Roy was scared, "what shall we do"
Why not rob the store and take some candy to chew.

They snuck out the window and down to the store
where they found the guard asleep at the door
they snuck inside and saw all the treets
quickly some candy out off to the streets.

When Roy got home he was even more nervous still
until his parents said Roy, Your being a Pill
Though the candy at the store is not yours to eat
You have bean honest with us no go back to sleep.

So Stan told Roy, see it wasn't so bad
why don't we try something even more rad
Your parents were proud when you broke out the light
why not try something more out of sight.
they were proud when you stood up and and told the truth.

so why not take these strengths to the masses
your a natural leader
no go to the classes
tell them how you feel
tell its true
tell them how
they should follow you

So Roy went to the corner and stood on a box
yelling to all about his expierence with Rocks.
The people all cheared for he was the boy who took out the light
and gave them all good sleep that night.
He told of the store and how he snuck in.
They cheared for the owner was evil out and within.

They told him they would follow him where ever he goes.
to take over the world for he seems to know
just what the people want, he has some insight
that is how he backame the littlest dictator that night.

I should get going here.. I think I have written enough.. and I hope you all like the way I slipped into rhyme... I have to go and pick up a book and remember all the rules about sonets and villinells and other formal poetry, I loved writting formal poetry.. maybe someday I will dust off the vaults and pull some of my class work and chare and impress. I used to be good at writing in meter, I think I still doing it, as I seem to be singing every word I write, ok, there I broke it. Dr. Seuss can really get going, it becomes a flowing of snidbilly sowing.
freugal frackels and freckled flies.
but mostly this wishy washing singing inside.

I have to get going.. I only listened to a CD compilation I made of Industrial music some time ago. oh, and I listened to David Bowie LIve and Well.com

well, good night


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some time

I have some time to write tonight so I should take some time and write it right.
of course I have bean put to shame by the bloggin of my friend Jack, the words he writes seem so right. check his site out..http://www.moonpost.com/jack

anyway, I know I should have made that a link, but I don't know this stuff too good. I am just making it up as I go along, trying to figure out all this html, xml, xxxml, and I work at ML. go figure, there is a bad trend happening there. Anyway, I may be moving offices into my old bosses office, I am not the boss, just comming full circle at work it is kind of funny and kind of scarry. when I had his office before it was a bad time for me at work, he came in and changed my life, made my work bearable in a time when it wasn't, helped give me much direction and now he is gone, let go like a fish that was too small, life is change, and life changes, so I would like some loose change please. Now that he has bean let go, they have offered me his office, I feel strange about it, I loathe my curent working abode, but I spend little time there and do I deserve the largegest windowed office on the floor. well, almost the largest, how long will I hold onto the office this time around, how long until someone comes in and takes it away, for so long my complaints at work were the size of my office, now the troubles have grown beyond that. last time I only held onto the prime office for 6 months, this time I am sure it will be longer, but I also know that it won't be forever, I do want the windows, I do want to see outside, feel the sun as I work at my desk at the end of the day. But is the cost worth the rewards, I think that is a question that needs to be asked throughout our company, not only me asking if I can rightly take the office, I know that my former boss would love to know that I took his office, but it still makes me sad. Alot of people are going at our office, some by choice some not.. some I can see whey they were let go, but then I look at myself and wonder what have I dont to contribute..If you haven't guessed I am not totally happy at work these days. Anyway, I think I have ranted enough on this subject, I think I migh start another log just to get things on another course and not clutter up what I have written here with some silly story about a little Dictator or something..

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hmmmm. what to write

again, I am getting started tonight way to late to really want to write a whole lot. I did have an idea for a childrens book.. well not really, I am going to have to start writing it here if I can remember it that long, it was inspired by my dog, I want to call the book the LIttlest Dictator.. See, that is how I have bean refering to my dog, he is the Dictator of the back yard. I was thinking it would be fun to make a book that was very dark and twisted, maybe rhime and meter too about a little boy who is actually an evil dictator who is under appreciated, or so he thinks while his parents are total hippies. Jack and Jeremy and Michelle and I went to see About Schmidt tonight, Jeremy brought his friend Randy... I think that was his name, I am so bad with names it isn't funny. I thought it was a good movie, but Ithought the end was a bit forced, I had a better idea for the ending, but I won't say it in case someone comes here to read and I give away the ending.. But they all die and there is this huge explosion at the local gas factory and then terrorists come running from the hills and take over the town and then you see Cathy Bates Naked.. anyway, that is the end I hope I didn't ruin it for anyone. I did watch the rest of the Kevin Smith INterview today, I thought it was great, I was crying I was laughing so hard. Anyway, I got chilled outside and I want to go to bed, I have a big week ahead.

ps, I also went to Yoga tonight, and when we went out for dinner I was totally rambling and I don't even think I took a breath or anything, kind of like my writing tonight.

MOral to the day..stop to breath when you are sitting at a table with 5 people and are rambling without break.

music listened to today.. Jimmy Rodgers..

thats it.

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January 05, 2003

Taken

Well, today we finished watching taken..It was really sad at the end, I really didn't expect a tear jerker, The pacing of the whole thing was a bit funny, I think it was supposed to be a season of 1 hour episodes, and they made it into a maxi mini series of 10 2 hour episodes.. they had funny breaks in the middle. Anyway, it is late, I am feeling better today, thanks for asking, but I should really be getting off to bed. I hope you all have a good night of sleep. Me, I managed today to get the chrismasl lights off the house, I don't think I have ever bean able to climb on the roof in the begginning of January.

Moral of the day..
when Taking christmas lights down, make sure there is no ice on the roof.

for those of you concerned, there was no ice on the roof, I'm too smart for that.
and thank you for your concern.

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January 04, 2003

adaptation

Went to see Adaptation tonight, it was a good movie, I thought that it was interesting that it was just so strange, and wonderfully created, I am noticing little details that I dind't think about when I first lef the theater but I am realizing as the movie sits with me for a bit. I also have to say I was a bit under the weather today, I had a bit of an upset stomache and I didn't sleep at all last night, I was super tired today, I am sure that not eating anything today didn't help much, don't ever let anyone tell you that white and green tea don't have caffine in them , I dind't think they did, I was sucking that stuff down last night...bad choice, I was wide awake, I don't think I even blinked until 3:30 in the morning. I should probably try to write something creative again as that is what I am really trying to do with this log..not make it a diary..

Dear Diary

today I met a boy, he was super cute.. I giggled like a little boy..

ok, now you are all going to get the wrong idea about me..

Take 2, I wake up, it is a stormy afternoon and I am trying to figure out what I am doing sleeping in so late, I must not have gotten any sleep or something. then it hits me.. I am not sleeping I am awake, and I am dreaming.. how can this be...

LUCID DREAMING.

anyway, I really must get off to bed, I am a tired boy..

The moral to the day.. I think it's obvious

not drinking gallons of caffinated tea before bed

music listened to

the new David J album and Moby 18

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January 02, 2003

wow 22 entries or how Asparagus is great

I can't believe that I have already gotten up to 22 entries, not to mention all the comments, thanks all, What to say about my day, I learned alot more about the lord of the rings movie, I learned that one of the characters got totally butchered in teh storyand they made him out to be someone he wasn't in the books. I never made it throught the books, heck I never made it past the first 30 pages, too many details about the history, I got a little bored, sorry all you Tolken fans out there. me, it was Asimovs foundation, that one caught me, I also managed to get through Interview with the Vampire, I am not very well read, too slow a reader, probalby has something to do with my spelling. Had a quiet evening tonight, at work today I started finalizing plans for my trip to Florence, it is going to be a whirlwind trip, but that is a work trip, I am still not comfortable with flying business class, I never mentioned it before, but they are sending me business class, and it is way way more expensive. I just don't know if it is the right thing. Anyway, fly out, get aclimated, do the show and then fly home, nothing like Florence Italy in 3 days.. a long weekend. 20+ hours of flying.

Anyway, I should try to write something more creative, force myself to turn the creative on, I havn't done it in a while.. makes it hard, but I am gettting better at getting the words flowing out. NOt like I am going to write the great novel or anything... maybe the great word..hmmm. what great word should I write...I had beter spell it correct, if I write the great word and spell it wrong that would be embarrasing...

The great word in case you didn't know is.....

drumroll................

Potatoe

wait, I think I spelled it wrong.. now I am a laughing stock...
or worse, Dan Quale....
just kidding the great word isn't potato

its
Asparagus
what other word has the ability to make your pee smell funny?
What other word looks so funny.
What other word has more then 8 letters that I can spell.

Truely an amazing word Asparagus.

now watch, someone will point out that I spelled it wrong.

Music listened to today
I played the tape of my 80's techno band Tabula Rasa
I played Moby 18

The moral to the day today..
when making a profound statement with 1 word, spell it correct.

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January 01, 2003

LOTR

Captains Log stardate 2446.2, while in route to the Javelon 5 system we encountered a strange group of minors on their way for a mining expidition on Reslac prime... wait, what does that have to do with LOTR..In case you dind't know, I would, and probalby won't in 2 years, LOTR is Lord of the Rings, a most excelent movie. I thought some of the visual effects were amazing, the sound was great, I love the Coon Rapids Movie theater, I was holding a napkin in my hand from eating 1 gallon of popcorn before the movie started while sitting through the trailers which I thought didn't have anything to do with the movie I was watching, and by the end, the napkins were coal, end of the movie that is.
I did good, I only had to run to the bathroom 1 time in the middle of the movie, we were sitting in the middle row and I managed to only step on 2 people that I dind't know getting in and out of the row. Not bad for a 3 hour tour. I managed to get some good work done on my web site this weekend, I still want to add sound effects to the splash page and make it so when you open a movie it doesn't open a full screen box for a audio clip player. Jeremy sent over some code, I have to figure it out.. I glanced at it, I just want to understand it a little better, with little time I will get it.

Music listened to today.. once again that 21st century Tech Pop album and a disc of Industrial music I put together, I think I listened to David Bowie Hearts filthy lesson and Gravity Kills Nice Shot and Die Warzu All Good girls go to heaven. Last night I was trying to remember the name of the Band Revolting Cocks, When the clock was striking Midnight and Rod Stewert was on, I couldn't think of who it was that covered if you think I'm Sexy,

Anyway, Moral to the day.
If You can't find Mock Duck, fake it.

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Happy New years

Had a really nice party Michelle and I had Jennifer and Randy, Jack, Jay, and Jeremy come over, we played Cranium, and just before midnight we went downstairs to watch the ball drop, they didn't replay it for the midwest, so we ended up seeing conan O'brian do some strange drop one guy on another guy, only seeing a couple seconds of it it didn't make any sence. Anyway,

Just a quick happy New Years to all.

MOral to the day...don't buy groceries on New Years Eve..Long lines await you

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