bilzablog

some time

I have some time to write tonight so I should take some time and write it right.
of course I have bean put to shame by the bloggin of my friend Jack, the words he writes seem so right. check his site out..http://www.moonpost.com/jack

anyway, I know I should have made that a link, but I don't know this stuff too good. I am just making it up as I go along, trying to figure out all this html, xml, xxxml, and I work at ML. go figure, there is a bad trend happening there. Anyway, I may be moving offices into my old bosses office, I am not the boss, just comming full circle at work it is kind of funny and kind of scarry. when I had his office before it was a bad time for me at work, he came in and changed my life, made my work bearable in a time when it wasn't, helped give me much direction and now he is gone, let go like a fish that was too small, life is change, and life changes, so I would like some loose change please. Now that he has bean let go, they have offered me his office, I feel strange about it, I loathe my curent working abode, but I spend little time there and do I deserve the largegest windowed office on the floor. well, almost the largest, how long will I hold onto the office this time around, how long until someone comes in and takes it away, for so long my complaints at work were the size of my office, now the troubles have grown beyond that. last time I only held onto the prime office for 6 months, this time I am sure it will be longer, but I also know that it won't be forever, I do want the windows, I do want to see outside, feel the sun as I work at my desk at the end of the day. But is the cost worth the rewards, I think that is a question that needs to be asked throughout our company, not only me asking if I can rightly take the office, I know that my former boss would love to know that I took his office, but it still makes me sad. Alot of people are going at our office, some by choice some not.. some I can see whey they were let go, but then I look at myself and wonder what have I dont to contribute..If you haven't guessed I am not totally happy at work these days. Anyway, I think I have ranted enough on this subject, I think I migh start another log just to get things on another course and not clutter up what I have written here with some silly story about a little Dictator or something..